Barren

April 23, 2019

 

 Losing control of what’s supposed to be....

Losing the fear I once held inside of me.

 

Allowing the wind to maneuver my body I wish I had done consciously . 

 

I’m starting to Understand what it means to Be Free flowing...letting the rain pour on my sorrows...watching them be transient through space time 

 

Anxiety.

fear of being alone.

displacement.

adjustment.

compromise.

 

I watched them all drown in their  own blood.

 

I keep finding myself in this sweet disposition. Knowing I’d be lying if I said it didn’t bring me sadness To lose all I thought I was - leaving me bare finding the need to start over and create a version of myself I feel was always lost.

 

I crumbled into my own soul accepting my barren heart awaiting for things to get easier.

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